havent wrote anything for some time now, i had a pretty hard time and i didnt want to write about it, so i just took a little break. Now i´m back.. yeayyyy ^^
i finally lost some more weight, this morning i had 56,5 kg which is pretty good already ^^ only 2-3 more kg to go and i´ll have the weight i want!
I have a BMI of 18 right now, thats slightly underweight already ^^; but i dont look underweight at all, i still got some fat arms and yaaaaa i dont know why that's supposed to be underweight.
like most of the girls at university are still a lot thinner than that i think.
#OMG yes, i fell in love!!!
finally some boy appeared, i cant believe it... i didnt fall in love for such a long time and its like this all over crazy kind of falling in love! i´m feeling like i fell off a bridge or something, i get nervous like a little girl and i dont even know why this happend... but omg when i come close to him and i see his skin and smell his scent it makes me go crazy hahaha
on top of that he is chinese... and when he speaks chinese its so freaking sexy. I mean his friend speaks chinese too, but its not sexy o_O i dont know why... he talkes in a way that i like maybe?
(his friend is north chinese and he always has this weird "儿"- sound that i dont like anyways ^^;;; )
i know... i´m crazy... but chinese sounds really sexy to me... especially when they wisper something in your ear with soft voice omg *__*
and yesterday he touched my hips, i was wearing a coat, a knitted jacket and a longsleeve because otherwise i feel cold when i go outside.. so i was wearing a lot of clothes.... but then he said "wow you're really skinny"
OMG !!! thats the 公主-feeling ! there is is!!
♥ thanks for reading ♥
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